everything around seems like going at a fastforward.

it's me; a personal boundary; a fear. yes i agree that it's not fair at all.
i must have been in that low mood for far too long a time, the happiness these days don't feel real at all.
i don't believe in promises; i don't believe in that sacred thing.
it's not random, i want to keep this friendship more than anything else.

hurting you would be the last thing i want to do,
just because i believe you deserve more, much more.
not me; it's all
not playing-hard, i don't want to play at all.

so please, if it's still early, leave before the situation worsens.
before it's too late.